Have you had that baby yet?

The longest gestation in history. That is what this journey feels like. Just for the record, a Masters of Divinity is a 3-4 year program depending on how many hours you take a semester. At Asbury we are required to take 96 credit hours. I hear we have the highest requirement out there. Most Masters Degrees are what? 60 hours or something like that? Anyway I am in year three and since last year people have asked me, "Are you done yet?" "When are you going to finish?" It has soooo reminded me of being pregnant with my two girls. Inevitably I would be about 7+ months and starting to look very fat and uncomfortable and someone would ask me, "When are you due?" "Haven't you had that baby yet?" AAAHHHH! This kind of feels like that. I really want to have the baby. Believe me you will know when I have the baby! But the baby is not yet done!



Just like any expectant mother I get worn out and just want this baby out of me already :) especially about mid semester. I get nutty! Guess what it is midsemester and I see all of the papers and exams and deadlines looming and the contractions are terrible! They don't give epidurals for this stuff, not that I had them with either birth. Hey!!!! Maybe that was preparation for these birth pains! I know it will all be worth it when I see that beautiful baby next December, a labor of love in obedience to my God who called me by name!

Start looking for your birth announcements this summer!

A Change of Perspective

As I said in my last post we started a new sermon series Sunday and I had the privilige of preaching. If you are interested in hearing the sermon I preached you can hear it by following this link and clicking on "Show details" under the "Enough" artwork. The title of my sermon is "A Change of Perspective"

Please feel free to comment here on what God might be saying to you in this message.
I received some positive feedback and am curious as to how it speaks to you.

Peace!

http://www.snellvilleumc.org/pages/page.asp?page_id=45125

Enough already!

We are starting a new sermon series this Sunday based on a book written by a United Methodist pastor called "Enough". Long story short it is about the economic crisis we find ourselves in, how we got here, what the Bible has to say about it, and how we are called to live differently.

In pondering these things I have thought about just how our convenience programmed, consumption oriented minds, have gotten us where we are. The industrial revolution ushered in a new age and certainly had some positive effects, but the more I look at technology and convenience the more I question our connection to anything of value.

Consider just a few points:
Because food is so easy to get, readily available, heat it up from its prepackaged container are we overconsuming? Is this part of the reason we are the fattest country in the world? Think about it. If we grow our own food, clean or kill our own food, prepare our own food, don't we relish it all the more? Do we eat as much? waste as much?

If we make our own clothes are we so quick to throw them out if there is a stubborn stain? When it is not easy or convenient to buy another shirt to we just make it work? Now we toss it right away, go out and buy another, and another, and another. If we make it with our hands doesn't it hold more value?

The average person has so much stuff they don't even know what they have.

We are majorly connected but don't really communicate.

I don't know. These are just some things that I have been thinking about that I believe are part of the more basic reasons we are where we are, before the nose dive of the stock market or subprime mortgages, before the freeze of credit and sky rocketing unemployment.

I pray that we will all take the time to really learn something from this and live differently as a result.

Reframing Your Ministry

That is the title of a book I am reading for one of my classes this semester. I have to say the things this book has to say is resonating big time with me. I have seen a glimpse of the future and how things could go horribly wrong if I am not very intentional about some things. Ok, well I already knew that about some things like knowing my weak places, boundary issues, and where I get my energy, but this has emphasized some things I am only coming to realize. What I know is this; now is the time to not only know what those weak places are and where boundaries need to be set up, but the habits that need to be formed in regards to my home and family, to my personal care, and to my relationship with God. Well, of course, you say, of course your relationship to God, you are studying to be a pastor. Thing is, often in seminary we students get so consumed by the work of the books about God, theology, ethics, missions, spiritual formation, the Bible, etc. that our personal devotional, prayer, and reflection time falls to the wayside. I experienced this my first year in seminary and it absolutely broke my heart. Finding my way back to school, a graduate student, wife, mother of two, chef, and church leader, I had to learn to navigate the waters. I got to the point where I was literally mourning for my God and His word. I wanted to just sit and read the Word and pray and talk to God. Crazy, huh?

Thankfully since then I have fought to make sure this does not happen again. We cannot give what we have not received. We must be able to share from the overflow. This is not possible if we are so spent that we have nothing to give! I am learning. I am certain there is so much more to learn, but like so much of life, it may have to be learned on "the job". I am so grateful for the many opportunites, (both practically and in the classroom) I am being given to grow into the call God has placed on my life. I pray always, that as just one of the parts of the body of Christ, I will live into my purpose alongside those with whom I am blessed to walk!